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koujichuu

Sat May 9, 2009, 2:49 PM
  • Mood: Shame
  • Listening to: Sympathetic Vibrations - The Paper Raincoat
  • Reading: The Children Of Men - PD James
本当にお久しぶりです。In the past few years, I'd weened myself out of the internet slowly and in doing so have also weened out a few very special people I'd met here as well. I'd only recently begun to notice just how much I miss everything, and everyone.

From the end of 2005 until now, 2009, many things have happened- the most prominent being that I've transferred schools from Kapiolani (my local community college in Honolulu) to CalArts in California. I've made many choices along the way, and have tried my best to stand by the decisions I made.

In attempting to fit in, however, I have also forgotten to first-and-foremost be myself. I hadn't realized how insincere I'd let myself become, and for that I am ashamed. I love the "me" I was back then, more than the "me" now. So this is me, trying to be me again.

OVERHAULTIME

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:icond-fox:
You're alive! D:

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Choooo-chuuuu~<3!
:iconmasakocha:
*CHOMPS YOUR HEAD AND DRAGS YOU BACK TO DA* :heart: :heart: :heart:
:iconashiaryoku:
*glomps you* Why you leave!

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Despite it saying that I'm 18. I'm really 19. Though on the inside I'm 10.
:icondeadheaven:
*hug* yay~ glad to hear you're alive! hope you're doing alright! miss you much~
:iconhikaruhan:
ahhh I'm happy to see you back :D <----cannot talk at all ;;;
*glomp* see you on the islands!
:iconkupari:
So many people on deviantART are coming back these days it seems. Welcome back.

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—Kupari Kilpikonna
:iconroachstar:
good to see you alive!^^also good to see you deciding to be your old "me",few people releaze their changes and what they've become,really...

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:iconmayuchan:
Yep! Baaarely though hehe ;;

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